Sooooo, for some reason the entire layout and design of my site changed and I have no idea why. I’m not really that savvy when it comes to web stuff. But, it’s still here and it’s still mine so that’s something.
I kind of just wanted to post something, anything, so that it’s not just an uninterrupted series of podcast posts (though I hope people like and are listening to the podcast).
Most of my free time nowadays is taken up by school and school work. It’s stressful and frustrating sometimes but I’m learning stuff. I know how to do the calculations for relativistic length or time contraction. I’m learning about Schrodinger’s wave equation and how an electron can be on the other side of a wall without going through it.
I often feel like I’m the only person who isn’t keeping up with the work. I even had to drop my Linear Algebra class because I bombed my midterm. But, whenever I talk to my classmates, I find that they’re mostly in the same boat as me. The material is hard and the more you learn the dumber you feel.
I literally just got done figuring out a problem in my Stellar Astrophysics class (doesn’t that sound all smart and stuff?) and I’m actually pretty proud that I figured it out without resorting to just googling the answer. Of course, it’s 2 in the morning and I started the problem at like 10pm, soooo…
Anyway, I’m hoping to get a summer internship and will probably be retaking that linear algebra class in the summer. It would be nice if I could find the time to do some arts and stuff too.
I saw some atrocious drawings on cafe we went to for brunch today, and I realized I should just find some dumb place I can put my art on the walls to sell for hundreds of dollars, because why not?
Okay, sleep now.